I'm horrible, I'm sorry. I haven't been writing, I've been trying to do school work and I haven't replied to anyone and I'm sorry. I will try to eventually get to it, but I make no promises. I'm trying to edit my stuff (ok, so it's one of those things I save until I'm procrastinating.) I went through my stuff for a scholarship and noticed a lot of stuff I wanted to change, so I'll be trying to that and upload a few straggling old things.
God, I miss writing. I miss writing well. I'm writing scripts for thesis, two 42 minute television episodes. Maybe I'll get them up here later.

In other good and writing news, I've had some developments. I think I mentioned the one already but -
1. Published in my school's lit and art mag - Chimera.
2. Inducted into STD (Sigma Tau Delta - English Honors Society)
3. Won a scholarship to attend the Chautauqua Writers Festival through the school.

So, yay me. It's nice. No, no it's not. It's amazing. Thinking about it makes me miss writing even more. I need to start writing more. I have so much stuff piling up in me, I don't know why I'm not writing. I don't understand, I can't get things to fit together, I can't create anything beyond my scripts right now, and that's new. That's not...argh. I need to work on this.


Again, apologies for the laxness around here and I'll try to be better, but it'll be awhile, I have a month left and a Lot to get done before then. So. Sorry.

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The rules:

1. Post these rules.
2. You have to post eight things about yourself.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag eight people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Eight things:

1. This should be my last semester as an undergrad.
2. I'm not sure I'm ready for this, as I have no idea what to do with my life.
3. I need to expand my musical horizons, badly. I have a pitiful amount of music, even if it's all great music, I need more.
4. I've been suffering from a lack of inspiration lately and I hate it.
5. I'm adapting my short play into a television series for my thesis writing seminar and I'll complete two episodes this semester.
6. I'm the oldest of six, the age gap between me and my youngest brother is 19 years.
7. At one point in time or another, I have been asked, or it has been assumed, that every one of my siblings is my child.
8. I do not, have not, and do not plan to date for multiple reasons. I may one day date, but I do not plan on it currently.

(also, I am unsure of how to do the icon tag thing and I am tired so I will figure this out at a later date.)

winter break. working at lowes, mainly as a cashier, sorting through grad school application crap and uhm, not being online or writing or replying to anything cause i have blocks and am lame and horrible. and addicted to go insane by fleetwood mac/lindsey buckingham. and other songs of that ilk. and ah.

how's everyone been? i'm sorry i've been so horrible at keeping in touch and that my writing's been suffering. if last year is any indication, i should be writing more next semester, cause the more i have to write for school, the more i write for me so...ah. ah. it's my new word, my new little toy. nouveau, the reaches of your trenches are staggering, and we're coated in the dust of our crumbling lies. "so, i go insane, like i always do."

the killing moon did a cover of you oughta know. I loves it.

I have been a horrible da-er. I'm backlogged on comments and replies and I feel awful and I'm probably not going to be able to get to most of them. I'm going to try and work on it, but I'm not sure how it'll go and I apologize profusely. I suck. And I'm sorry.

I've been listening to somewhat angry music lately. I've been pissed since election day. Friggin california and prop 8. wtf. oh, it bothers me so much.
But. But. I submitted to the school journal, Chimera, and I got in. Be My Patience? And I am stoked and excited. This is pretty much my first legit publish. I was in the school journal in my school in the Netherlands but...So. Yeah. Yay me.
I'm going to go write a rant about the stupidity being displayed about making secondary citizens in this country. Grrargg.